I profit from reading the blog, “Red Letter Believers.” David Rupert on March 30, 2015 wrote an article on “Napping in Gethsemane.” It caught my attention and I want to share some of his and my thoughts with you.
The Good News given by Matthew, Mark and Luke tell of Jesus agony in the Garden of Gethsemane. Here was where the real battle between life and death was fought. The prayer of Jesus was agonizing. So intense that red sweat stained his white robe on this blackest night. The sorrow was excruciatingly deep, painful and overwhelming. Jesus had asked His three closest friends to “keep watch with Him.” Despite the urgency of His appeal, Peter, James and John missed out on the eternal significance of the moment. After all, their bellies were full from the Passover meal. The hour was late so sleep came easily. Jesus woke them, probably not with a gentle nudge or a soft tap. he was disturbed and said in disbelief, “Couldn’t you stay awake with Me for just a little while?” Jesus was in an eternal struggle for the very souls of mankind, and here they were, napping in Gethsemane.
My reaction, and perhaps yours too, is condemnation. Didn’t they know the heaviness of Jesus’ heart? Couldn’t they be there for their friend? But this story is not just about a group of first century slackers who fell asleep on the job.
It is about me. I too have been found asleep in the garden. My Christian life is filled with promises to stay awake, but too often, I just nod off. My life is often marked with indifference and complacency. Sometimes, I have been known to ‘just not care.’ I keep hoping that someone else will fill the gap, that another will take my watch. I pray that other servants will demonstrate Jesus to those around me, while I just get a little more rest. To keep and maintain relationships takes effort. I miss so much when I am not fully awake.
Other imperfect saints, just like me, make up the Church. Together, we need to be awake and make it work. Jesus knows that living in the real world is hard. Still, he comes to us, repeatedly, and says, “Watch and pray with Me.”
When we live awake, with our eyes open, we begin to see the needs of those around us. We see the tears and can shoulder the burden of sadness. We see the smiles and can join in the celebration. And finally, fully engaged, we can share in the suffering of the garden, the burden of the cross and the joy of the resurrection together.
Jesus is asking and counting on each one of us to share with Him in His watch “to seek and to save the lost.”